What do you do when you can’t sleep? It drives me nuts when I can’t sleep. This morning I got up at 4:30 am. I normally just pretend like I’m sleeping, but this time I decided to write. I love to write and I need to collect all of the stuff I’ve put together and I’m sure I’d have a few books. They’d be pretty comical.
This morning I was in rare form. Raw.
The first book I need to come out with probably needs to be about weight. It’ll be for women and men and whoever has struggled with being a fattie.
The next book will be about singleism. Being single. Not a how-to just a book about it.
After that, I’ll put out a book about dating and how you should learn about yourself while you’re laughing at yourself.
Do you ever wonder if the painful moments are meant to produce something in you? I think it all of the time. When I’m in pain or unable to sleep, I think that it’s a portal to create. I need to take advantage of it more, but I’m still so immature that I can’t get with that system. I want to feeeel like writing and reading and creating. Hah!
No, really sometimes I feel like it, but 4:30 am isn’t typically that time.
So in the meantime I count sheep, when I can’t sleep. I pray and read the bible sometimes. I try not to get frustrated, but most of the time I just want to sleep.
Soon, I’ll grow up and learn to turn my frown upside down.
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